a year ago i re-made my livejournal, it's weird to look through all my old entries.
this tended to hold truth, exspecially now...:
"I'm really fake (I said I'm not gonna lie, I didn't make this thing to make myself seem more glamourous like most people do). Most people see through me, and I feel horrible for the people who don't. Once people figure me out, they usually start to hate me. I'm good at making friends. But I suck at keeping them.
Then there are those people who had me figured out from the beginning, those are the people who I consider my best friends. They know how to read me so well"
when i said really fake, i didn't mean it how it sounds when i read it. I meant it as i'm not what i appear to be when you first meet me. it sucks alot that they started to hate me.
i've been keeping on my diet it seems to be the only thing i can depend on now. I'm really happy to go back to school and dance because i need something to keep my mindd off my social life. I'm kinda excited to not have one this year. I think my grades and my dancing is gonna improve alot. I got so many new clothes, but it's kinda bad that all i wear is skirts and dresses....
I need finish reading 19 minutes :) and then finish alice in wonderland, and then maybe sleep?